Wednesday, 26 March 2014

MH370 Malaysian Missing Airline

Before I post my psychic vision, the archangels and ascended masters have a message. I have written what they said to me in my own words, at the end of it all everything happens for a reason and nothing happens by chance. Even though something so tragic happened everyone who can feel is affected by the incident, regardless being related or unrelated to the missing souls. Therefore, we must never lose faith pray to the god of your understanding and ask that the lost souls be protected and found in the time to come. To move on with life, humans must surrender their fears to god. There are only two main emotions in this world, Fear and Love, everything else except love falls directly under fear. Ask us for guidance and help, remember to be very specific. Let in god's love and light into your mind, heart, soul, vessel and lastly in your environment. By allowing god to send his love and light into your life humans will be happier and one with themselves.
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 Tuesday night, 25th March 2014, started around 22:00 finished 23:30

My body mind and soul was ready to be tuned in with the angelic realm after opening and clearing up all my chakras. I called upon all the archangels and my ascended masters of my knowing and my father the creator to connect me with them in finding out what happened to the missing MH370 Malaysian Airline. I asked 3 questions "what made it happened, what happened during and where are they located". That if they are meant to be found by god's permission let my information that I got from the higher source be made known to the person that will find them. Here is my vision, this is what I know, this is my knowing.
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Q: What made it happened
A: Big bright circle sunlight like a light tunnel, glaring to the eyes. Nobody can see anything as the light tunnel position is in front of the plane as plane being drawn towards and into the light tunnel; this is in the air, also both sides of the plane on the interior and exterior is blinded by the light rays.

Q: Possibly what happened during
A: A big tall man wearing a purple suit maybe maybe might be a red suit and white trimmings on suits like the blazer collar area I think.. also the man was wearing white shoes this man was standing looking down at the other innocents. He was adjusting the front of his blazer at chest area with both hands with cockiness. I feel this is a bad man!! He was one of them; the passengers! but nobody suspected him before.

Q: Where are they located
A: I see 2 tribe people (men) who looks dark skinned almost african but they had like ash powder applied all over their body with spears in their hands. Covering their private body parts were straw which looked creamish in colour. One person had a headpiece made of straw. The side of his head had flaps of straw (part of the headpiece design). The top of the headpiece design goes up, straws were all fitted and strongly in place in a circular shape. I can't remember whether or not their leg shin area was also covered in straw, but it's a possibility. I can see their dark skin chest, they are not skinny bony men, you cannot see their ribs at all. They are athletic muscular strong skinny tribe men. I remember seeing a waterfall like in a jungle not a long or short waterfall. Long skinny branches with leaves from the jungle trees surround the waterfall at the sides. Also important is area might be malaria prone, I kept seeing large areas of microscopic eggs and like tapeworms kind of stuff.
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That's it! that is all I saw for now, but I know as the days pass I will be presented with updated information from my higher source. Don't push the river, just leave it be. In time everything will be revealed. No human can cheat god, the truth will set us free from the clutches of evil.


Lovelight,
Nikki 

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Update* I keep sensing Ethiopia and Papua new guinea but just circling back to ethiopia.  

Wednesday, 21 November 2012

PLAYING IN MY HEAD...

I FEEL SO CLOSE TO YOU RIGHT NOW IT'S LIKE A FORCE FIELD.. THE SONG KEEPS PLAYING IN MY HEAD AGAIN AND AGAIN AFTER WATCHING A SCENE WITH ELENA AND DAMON ON SEASON 4 VAMPIRE DIARIES WHERE THEY WERE DANCING AND DAMON'S DANCE MOVES WERE SEXY RETRO OLD SCHOOL MODERN.. SOMEWHERE ALONG THOSE LINES. LOL :)

Sunday, 11 November 2012

A NOTE TO MYSELF AND A MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE FOR GOD

DEAR NIKKI,
                        REMEMBER THAT LIFE IS FULL OF PAIN AND MISERY, IT MAY COME IN DIFFERENT WAYS. BUT GURL, PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND TAKE PRIDE IN ALL YOUR ENDEAVOURS. LIFE IS GETTING HARDER DAY BY DAY, WHY YOUR OWN FAMILY IS INFLICTING PAIN ON YOUR HEART AND STRESS ONLY GOD KNOWS. THEY WILL HAVE TO ANSWER TO THE LORD ABOVE, EVEN THOUGH YOU PRAY FOR THEIR PROTECTION AND BLESSING EVERYDAY BEFORE YOU GO TO BED, YOU ARE HARD TO COME BY. YOU ARE INNOCENT. THE INNOCENT WILL BE REWARED WITH ONLY GOD'S GIFT, IT MAY BE PHYSICAL, IT MAY BE LOVE, IT MAY BE HEALTH OR WEALTH, OR HAPPINESS, BUT DON'T WORRY. DO WHAT YOUR HEART DESIRES FOLLOW IN GOD'S LIGHT AND WORK TOWARDS YOUR GOALS, JUST REMEMBER IF YOU FALL GET BACK UP AND KEEP ON WALKING. LISTEN TO THAT INNER VOICE THAT TELLS YOU WHAT'S RIGHT OR WRONG. DO GOOD AND KARMA WILL APPRECIATE YOU AND THUS REWARDING YOU WITH THINGS UNIMAGINABLE. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY LOVE YOURSELF EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

DEAR GOD,
                      ARE YOU THERE, IT'S ME NIKKI? WELL I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU MAKE ME GO THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN ESPECIALLY FROM MY FAMILY. YOU KNOW WHAT I'M THINKING AND PRAYING AND PLEASE ALWAYS MAKE MY PRAYER COME TRUE. I WILL HAVE TO QUESTION YOU ONE DAY WHEN I AM AT YOUR FEET AND YOU MUST DEEPLY MAKE ME UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DO WHAT YOU DO. BLESS BANA, ST. MICHAEL :)

INNOCENT,
NIKKI RYAN

INFLICTING PAIN

IT'S TIME LIKE THIS WHEN I WISH MY PRINCE CHARMING WOULD JUST BANG DOWN THE DOOR AND RESUME ME FROM MY FAMILY. MY BROTHER IS A FUCKING DICK- LITERALLY. MY MOTHER HAS NO FEELING WHEN SHE TALKS AND SHE TALKS ABOUT THINGS LIKE "GET OUT FROM MY HOUSE", WHERE THE FUCK WILL I GO IF I GET OUT FROM YOU HOUSE? I WILL BE HOMELESS, MY DAD IS STAYING WITH HIS SISTER WHOM I'VE NOT SEEN IN 10++++ YEARS!!! NOT CLOSE WITH MY DAD'S SIDE.. MY MUM'S AND DAD'S SIDE ARE ALL HYPROCRITES. ANYWAYS, SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I SHOULDN'T FIGHT FOR OTHER PEOPLE AND JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND FIGHT MY OWN BATTLES. BUT WHAT CAN I DO WHEN INJUSTICE IS BEING DONE ON MY SISTER? HUH YOU TELL ME... WHAT!! I'M THE YOUNGEST IN MY FAMILY WITH NO PLACE TO LIVE AND I'M GETTING A VERY LOUD WAKE UP CALL FROM MY BROTHER AND MY MOTHER THAT I'M JUST A GUEST IN THEIR HOUSE. SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF THINKING IT'S THE EASIER WAY OUT. AS I'M WRITING THIS I CAN'T HELP BUT CRY BECAUSE I'M IN SO MUCH PAIN.. TEARS HMM LOL TEARS ARE SALTY. TRYING TO CHEER MYSELF UP. I'VE DONE SO MUCH FOR MY MUM BUT I FEEL NO WELCOME AND UNAPPRECIATED HERE. I WANNA GO, GO NOW TO AMERICA AND STAY THEY FOREVER LOSE ALL CONTACTS WITH MY FAMILY. AND START MY LIFE FRESH WITH MY OWN FAMILY. I DON'T CARE WHERE I LIVE I JUST DON'T WANT TO FEEL THIS PAIN MY HEART IS BROKEN BROKEN  I SAY. I'M SO HEART BROKEN AND WILL PROBABLY DIE OF A BROKEN HEART IF I CONTINUE TO LIVE HERE IN SINGAPORE WITH MY FAMILY. I HATE MYSELF FOR FEELING THIS WAY. I HATE IT SO MUCH. WHY CAN'T THIS PAIN JUST GO AWAY? WHY DO GOD MAKE ME GO THROUGH SUCH A HARD AND PAINFUL LIFE FEARING OF SEPARATION BUT WILLING TO LEAVE BECAUSE OF THE PAIN MY FAMILY IS CAUSING ME. I WANNA DIE. I FEEL SO SUFFOCATED, I CAN'T STOP CRYING, AND MY SISTER SAYS I'M THE STRONGEST PERSON SHE KNOWS. AND THIS BLOODY FOOL IS CRYING NON-STOP WIPING HER DRIPPING MUCUS OF HER NOSE, FEELING LIKE THERE'S NO HOPE AT ALL FOR THIS POOR GIRL. I'VE BEEN KNOCKED DOWN BY MY FAMILY THE 2 PEOPLE WHO I USED TO LOVE YM BROTHER AND MOTHER. EVEN THOUGH I HATE THE WAY THEY TREAT ME I WILL ALWAYS FEEL A LITTLE LOVE BECAUSE HOW CAN I ERASE ALL THE PAST MEMORIES WHEN I WAS A CHILD... 

Saturday, 6 October 2012

LIfe as it is

Don't you just hate when your sibiling has nothing better to do and she's hanging out with your friends? am I stuck in some kind of strange universe where it's completely alright for your sister to be hanging out with your friends whom she's never met with??? I'm am absolutely against this! hey, you don't see me hanging out with your friends from poly or university do you? you have more than 1000 friends on facebook, why!!!!... of all people you had to add my friend and go out with her?? I am really pissed at this situation and never thought that I would be in it. I really have no idea how I am going to handle this. I don't like it and my sister should respect my decision shouldn't she... she's 4 years my senior and she should know better!! she's just lonely I guess and with 1000+++ freinds isn't that enough? I probably think there's something wrong with my sis as in mentally wrong, there are days when i have to face to her music and guys its not plesant. She has this fat people problem where she gets all disgusting and starts making angry noises that really scares me mentally. I don't know why she's behaving in this way.. like in my previous post about mother and bipolar disorders, I am coming to think that my sister has biopolar disorder because a normal person with no mental disorder would not be behaving like so. Certain things I do in my daily life makes them (here I'm talking about my mother, brother and my sister) angry or unhappy. I share a room with my sister and have always since I was born. But one thing that gets me really pissed and angry is the condition i'm living in. My room shared by my sister is dirty there's her huge pile of clothes (washed and stinking smelly) scattered all over the room. To cut the story short my mum and sister is a horder!!! If you ever ask my sister regarding this situation she will lie to your face because she can't risk losing face. I really have no space at all. My only storage space is a box and a chest drawer which my mum recently got for me. Thats the thing its so strange because my mum can't stand that my sister is making the room so dirty, and she feels for me, because that's not the way to live. On the other hand, my mum has her stuff scattered all over the kitchen dining table with clothes... ugh... feeling irritated already guys!! Another thing, I have a normal healthy brain it's functioning well I do not have any mental disorder or eating disorder FYI. I'm happy with myself as I'm a really good person, I don't cheat, lie, steal, do drugs, drink alcohol, have sex with random people, I'm not popping kids like some people.. I'm not a slut. I've been good throughout my life and parents just doesn't seem to appreciate that. You have been blessed with the best daughter and if anyone begs to differ you're going to get a punch from me!! The reason why I'm bringing up all these things about who I am is because just the other day my mum was saying something to my sis and I regarding a classmate of mine who used to be my friend but I lost contact and then found her on facebook and over the years I really just didn't like how she transformed from a normal girl to being a complete slut!! I'm sorry to say but thats the term for girls like her and she was my friend a close friend way back in secondary school days.. Lets get to the point, what I've figured out is the reason why my mum is unhappy with my sister and I, the whole reason why is because of religion. My mum is traditional but modern.. not modern modern but because time has passed she change slightly due to time passing. The thing my mother said was very disturbing she said "My friend (the slut) even goes to temple with her mother and younger sister and even helps her mother out everytime. Even if she sleeps with 100 guys its better because she helps her mother and goes to temple." So I clarified this again with my mother, she said "ya, its better and okay to be a slut as long as she's goes to the temple with her mother and sister." I was pissed but then found it to be funny cause i couldn't believe my mother just said that. What's wrong with her?? When it comes to religion by mother is like all for it. I AM A FREETHINKER, I BELIEVE IN GOD!! I BELIEVE IN ST.MICHAEL HE'S MY PROTECTOR. My sister is also a freethinker, my dad is also a freethinker he became a freethinker when he nearly died- colon cancer. But we believe in god just that we don't need religion. I strongly believe that God created man and not religion, man created the religion, so who are you actually following??? god or man??

Saturday, 1 September 2012

The best thing since sliced bread- a miracle from god that slows down the rate of hair growth

You guys are going to thank me when you try it for yourself! The most affordable and organic product that seriously slows down hair growth. Both males and females should participate in this test. Let me be totally frank here for a sec, I'm a 22 year old female who had this fricking hair problem (excessive). I was hairy since forever on my arms, legs, thighs, everywhere. 

I decided to shave my arms with a shaver!!! My mum had told me eons ago to never shave my arms, and be natural blah blah blah... why??? cause when you shave with a shaver your hair will grow back thicker and hairier!! yiek... I had enough of looking like a hairy monkey haha lol. I've seen photos of myself that I had taken and my arms just didn't look nice it was hairy. 

I had enough I went straight to the bathroom and shaved it off. God.. mistake much?? NO!! It was the best thing I've ever did in a really long time. The next day my arms was feeling prickly damm it. Crap. The following day so its been 2 days since I shaved my arms and the hair started growing thicker it was so obvious. Same thing when I shave my legs!! In less than 2 days since I shaved you could see hair growing already. I got sick and tired of having to shave my legs and arms every 2 days!! Crazy!! So I shaved again (used a new shaver) I had a crazy idea. I've been using this oil in my food for a while now. And decided to apply this oil straight after I shaved my legs and arms (make sure your body is completely dry). 

The secret oil is "coconut oil". I live in Singapore and I seriously cannot afford to buy expensive coconut oil; $16++ for a 300ml bottle. Hell to the NO. So what I did was research research and more research on the different brands of coconut oil that is 100% pure edible oil. And I found 2 brands: Parachute and Meera. Both oil brand is in a plastic blue bottle. Its both 500ml. They sell smaller bottles of the parachute brand ones. Not sure for the Meera one. It's super super cheap, both the parachute brand and meera coconut oil doesn't cost anything more than S$4 for a 500ml bottle. It is 100% pure edible coconut oil. I find it very organic. I love love love it!! I use both brands for cooking and for hair and body. Another thing about the coconut oil, make sure you don't keep it in the fridge cos it will become hard. I keep my coconut oil in the kitchen cabinet away from fire and the extra bottle in my room. Store the coconut oil in a cool and dry place, kitchen cabinet is perfect.  

I've been to mustafa centre here in Singapore its near little india. Went there first to check for coconut oil. I found it alright! A one litre coconut oil is S$40++. My jaw dropped to the floor when I saw the price and to think mustafa centre was selling it. Day light robbery yall. I didn't buy it of course, are you crazy??? Hell to the NO. I went to the best place down my block (little india). I live at little india you see, I went to "HUA Brothers" and bought the parachute brand and meera brand S$3.80/500ml coconut oils. 

What I did:
  • Shave my legs, arms and underarms
  • Dry the areas completely
  • Apply a little bit of coconut oil to the areas, if you feel you could use more than slowly add more oil. Don't add so much at a time it's definitely going to be very oily if you do.
  • While applying the coconut oil to my skin I make sure I have the fan on, for me this makes the drying quicker and your skin softer. That's it. 
  • I apply only 2-3 times a week!!

The outcome
Fantastic results.. the whole week my legs, arms and underarms were soft and had no ingrowth hair. Before, I had to shave every 2 days for my legs, arms and underarms. Now I only need to shave my legs once a week!! My arms every 2 weeks, and my underarms every 5 days. Mind my language but it's fucking awesome :) 

I am very happy with the results I didn't know it was going to be this good yall. And it only cost me S$4!!! I'm glad I had this weird idea to apply coconut oil onto my freshly shaved skin. It's amazing amazing. My whole energy feels light and positive, I guess its the relief of stress. I mean having to shave every 2 days is mentally draining which causes bad stress and now I'm one happy gurl. Please try this. If you're like me who has excessive hair growth try this. It will work!!! It will make your life a whole lot easier and lighter. It worked for me; someone who had to freaking shave every freaking 2 days and still see that ingrown hair. Oh god try this. You will thank me. If you do try this please let me know of your results. 
Thanks guys big hugs:)

Love,
Nikki lee Ryan

Thursday, 30 August 2012

I'm living my "reality" only in my dreams and thats it.

I want you forever, forever and always through the good and the bad and the ugly we'll grow old together forever and always. I sit by his bedside holding his hand talking about the kids we're going to have. My mind goes to October when he said hello my name is.... Always remember no matter what for rich, poor, happy, sad or whatever we'll love each other forever and always. I want you forever and always, I love you love you love you my love. Baby I've been having this same dream over and over again. But I keep waking up in an empty bed, if only it was you and me.. I know that what I need is on the other side of this world... You'd be throwing pebbles at my window standing in the pouring rain saying I love you.


to be continued...